I’m a hypocrite

I can’t think of anything more tragic then going back to blogging and seeing that either all of your friends have stopped posting a long time ago, or worse, that their blogs have disappeared completely. I know I’m the one that disappeared with no notice, but where’d everyone go? Is everyone okay?

Before I Die (Poem)

Before I die I want someone to love me back

Before I die I want to fix my heart’s crack

Before I die I want to make the world a better place

Before I die I want to share God’s grace

Before I die I want to be in love

Before I die I want to meet the one I dream of

Before I die I want to lose weight

Before I die I want to not hate myself for what I ate

Before I die I want to eat without guilt until I’m full

Before I die I want to feel beautiful

Before I die I want to grow tall

Before I die I want someone to catch me when I fall

Before I die I want to dance in the sand

Before I die I want to be in a band

Before I die I want to party with my friends in the rain

Before I die I want to get rid of my pain

Before I die I want to cuddle with my man

Before I die I want to have a road trip in a van

Before I die I want to overcome my fears

Before I die I want someone to wipe away all of my tears

Before I die I want to learn how to shoot a gun

Before I die I want to let loose and have fun

Before I die I want to have fun catching a ball

Before I die I want to stop feeling so small

Before I die I want to give a kiss

Before I die I want to experience bliss

Before I die I want to proudly wear a hat

Before I die I want to be loved by a cat

Before I die I want to run a mile

Before I die I want to make people smile

Before I die I want to play guitar

Before I die I want to travel afar

Before I die I want to go on a cruise

Before I die I want to sing the blues

Before I die I want to live with my friends

Before I die I want to make amends

Before I die I want to love how I look

Before I die I want to write my own book

Before I die I want to own a dog

Before I die I want to have romance in the fog

Before I die I want to name every cloud

Before I die I want to sing really loud

Before I die I want to be a size zero

Before I die I want to someone’s hero

Before I die I want to move out on my own

Before I die I want to stop feeling so alone

Before I die I want to learn how to say no

Before I die I want to play in the snow

Before I die I want to stand up for myself

Before I die I want to read every book on every shelf

Before I die I want to go somewhere

Before I die I want to fly in the air

Before I die I want to make someone feel better

Before I die I want to look cute in an oversized sweater

Before I die want to do a backflip

Before I die I want to dance and not trip

Before I die I want to stand on my hands

Before I die I want to actually have plans

Before I die I want to care for someone sick

Before I die I want to be someone’s first pick

Before I die I want to feel confident in shorts

Before I die I want to lay lots of sports

Before I die I want to run super fast

Before I die I want to have a friendship that will last

Before I die I want to grow my hair long

Before I die I want to right what I’ve done wrong

Before I die I want to sing in church every week

Before I die I want to stop feeling weak

Before I die I want to help those with needs

Before I die I want to do a thousand good deeds

Before I die I want to be free

Before I die I want to be happy just being me

Before I die I want to forgive

Before I die I want to live

 

 

Independence Day

Happy Independence Day!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D

 

I love fireworks but honestly, late at night it’s kind of scary to hear them because it literally shakes the room.. 🙂

 

I stayed at home with my family and watched Ice Age and had popcorn 🙂 What did you do?

 

Pictures of the Week..

Ugh I’ve been so busy trying to catch up in school that I haven’t had time to post very much… 😦 I really enjoy posting on here I just don’t always have time.

 

 

To me, that is really sad :”'(

 

Sometimes…

Sometimes the person that smiles the most is the one that’s hurting.

Sometimes the person that gives the most hugs just wants to be loved.

Sometimes the person that talks the most just wants someone hear the words not spoken.

Sometimes the one that cares the most just wants to be cared for.

Megagaltastic

Megagaltastic (adjective) : Possessing a large vocabulary.

Picture of the Week

Every week, I will try to post at least one picture or gif on this blog. 😀 Hope that I’ll be able to keep this up!! 😀  

Faceless

In every story that I’ve ever written, none of my characters have a face. I thought that I was the only one with this problem, but recently, one of my close friends and I were talking, and she informed me that when she wrote stories, she could never see their faces. I was shocked that she experienced that problem too.

It doesn’t matter whether it is a story in my head or a story on paper, I can never imagine their faces (with the exception of when one of my characters is an actor from a movie that I have just watched) The closest that I can get to their face is their hair, and sometimes not even that!

This is a random pic I found off of the internet;

That is how my characters look in my head, only the blur is just on the face.

Anyone else have a similer problem?

I’m Too Easily Influenced

Every night, I lie in bed and make up fantasies in my head. Sometimes, they turn into stories that I eventually write down. Others continually stay in my head and I make it into a little series, movie, or book, but just in my head. I have literally had a series going on in my head for several years straight. However, over time, I’ve put that series on that little shelf in my head and started a new series. My problem is that I am too easily influenced. My head creation can have changes, either major or minor, that effect my story based on other stories. For example, if I am watching a show where everyone talks with a british accent, then the characters in my head all suddenly talk british, even if they live in australia! Or if I watch a show with an actor that I really like, then my main character turns into that person. Most everything about her stays the same, except she looks like that person.

Another thing that I have noticed, is that a good majority of the stories in my head are based off of something else. When I was much younger, it was based on my favorite book series, “Encyclopedia Brown.” Another little adventure series was “The Justice League.” As I got older, those slowly went away. While I have had some originals, I seem to just find something that I love and make a spinoff series! Strange. 🙂